And I start to wonder why I'm here not there.
I think I’m moving but I go no where.
yeah i know that everyone gets scared. But i’ll become what i can’t be.
Burning Desire
My name is russell. I'm 18. I hope i don't bore you..
I think I’m moving but I go no where.
yeah i know that everyone gets scared. But i’ll become what i can’t be.
and just go to my funeral and observe. Who did i actually make an impact on.?
i’m all alone. and i need you now
This song by Pink is one i really like and think we can all relate to. Thats what all of our relationships come down to. Being accepted. not being left. and we will do anything to insure these things. Maybe we should look to the one Person who we know will NEVER leave us..
is spending the night with me at Drews house tonight :)
and Russell evans!!William Fitzsimmons, Greg Laswell, Ray LaMontagne, Manchester Orchestra, Matthew Perryman Jones, and Joshua Radin.
I’m not shouting I’m clean livin’. I’m whispering I was lost, now I’m found. When I say I am a Christian, I don’t speak of this with pride. I’m confessing that I stumble & need Christ to be my guide. When I say I am a Christian, I’m not trying to be strong. I’m professing that I’m weak & need His strength to carry on. When I say I am a Christian, I’m not bragging of success. I’m admitting I have failed & need God to clean my mess. When I say I am a Christian, I’m not claiming to be perfect, my flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it. When I say I am a Christian, I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches so I call upon His name. When I say I am a Christian, I am not holier than thou, I’m just a simple sinner who received God’s good grace, somehow.
-Maya Angelou
to me and sara sorenson. This time last year i was shaking with fear while i drove sara home from winter formal. Then i put my foot on the break, leaned over (awkwardly) and we shared our first kiss :)
tell her congrats. teehee
Russell Evans. We have the same one, just thought i’d share that with you haha :) miss you! bye.Because nobody even goes to people’s actual blogs. they just check their dashboard. But anyways i like my new tumblr layout. so if you wanna click on my little picture you can see it :)
jgrass. i love you and your amazing taste in tumblr layouts. also i will see you tonight at lone ranger :)
Because nobody even goes to people’s actual blogs. they just check their dashboard. But anyways i like my new tumblr layout. so if you wanna click on my little picture you can see it :)
I made it fit my needs :] I turned it into a tropical paradise with the splashes of pink and greens!
isnt it cool how you can make it whatever you want?!?!
Because nobody even goes to people’s actual blogs. they just check their dashboard. But anyways i like my new tumblr layout. so if you wanna click on my little picture you can see it :)
then every single day i would come with a story or stories of what i did for him that day. What did i do to change someones life today? NOTHING. what a waste. i wonder how many oppurtunities i missed today. I’m not being “emo” but seriously think about it. We are called to be like Christ, who literally every single day changed peoples lives. I know we arent Jesus, but to the world we should be. Tomorrow i’m going to tell you what God did through me to change someone’s life.
i hate being ignored. and i hate being your dad. I hate being responsible. I hate being the bad guy. And even though you get upset and ignore me and get annoyed by me, even though you don’t even see it yourself. I’ll take it. I’ll be the one who you roll your eyes at. the one that you talk to the least. I’ll be all that. Because i love you and thats who you need in your life right now. All i can hope is that one day you’ll look at me and see how you’ve abused me and just at least be greatful. You being greatful for me would be enough to make it worth it.
